Monday, December 26, 2005
Friday, December 23, 2005
Thursday, December 22, 2005
snowstorm


The last of autumn, encrusted.
' Will we return in Spring?''I don't know, but Life lasts forever and we're part of it.'
'...we only fall and die' 'why are we here?'
'For the friends, the sun, and the shade. Remember the breeze, the people, and the colors in Fall, Isn't that enough?''
..there were already plans for new leaves in spring.
[junior high eng TB]]
snowstorm tdy. crazily thrilling. winds beat up, turn back against. cant see anyone in distance, all in whiteness. encircled by the great mountains at the same time. awed. quite overwhelming.
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
day 3, snowy -2 degC







not much online time. thus .
it snows evryday.
bt its really pretty when u look up an it falls down in slow motion. esp against the street lights (not when its snowing in big blobs tho)
went sis's sch ytd, kids funny, haha.. and open, had fun. new.
food's great. like the small food shops. the shop i went for dinner ytd had shelves of manga. found clothes day before, not ex and nice
mountains are beautiful in snow, in the sun, it shines.,glitters. its actly really pretty, the winter.
supermkts are my place to look for TK's weider jelly ads. 1st time(maybe only) watchin TK on sxs ytd ,heh! hope its snows light these days, walk ard more
Sunday, December 18, 2005
first day dec05 Nihon





Osaka. Shin-Osaka. Fukui. Ono prefecture
plane flight. crazy turbulence. lightning like someone switiching the Main lights on and off. absurdly amusing when u think abt it. airborne amongst the elements. 3.05am wah. thinking itd be really great fun, a trip to Jpn with genie some day. now can only suppress. tough sia.
Osaka Dome. passed by. feels.. aft watching concert vids, being here is sth.
snow here is everywhere. abundantly. up to half height of houses. giants ambushed in snow. snowing very frequently.
morning will be a killer.
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Thursday, December 15, 2005
beautiful life

i want to look forward to trip, to prepare with excitement. but somehow, having to get the essays done by this week makes the anticipation..well..no anticipation.
knowing that school starts right after i get back, does make it lesser for me.
but i intend, do (do,do,do..) intend, to enjoy it.
those round steamy see-through hanging things in salons.. when u talk with it over ur head, it sounds like someone's gone and put a microphone at ur voicebox..
i seem to be doing alot this week. more action than you know..pausing, own.. i can't be bothered to construct what i want to express into solid words just as of
now..
i don't whether its cos i just got back from camp or.. but the papers..are..getting a bit too interesting for comfort.
honestly, we have fiction, for a reason.
we want it to stay fictional.
just one thing cool abt photography.. the person taking the photo expresses the photo in his own; like painting you paint the same scenery as the other person but there's the totally different feel to it.
thats what i want and like, own expression strong enough to naturally be alive; the expression to be the photo.
BeautLfe".. your photos, they have a feeling of yearning for hope.."
feeling random.
Sunday, December 04, 2005
TF gathering at caleb's place today was nice.
comfortable atmosphere. everybody just settled into own. realise these people, i've known them for almost all my life(so far).
so used to each other that we forget each other,
like how you forget your family members, unconsciously you leave them out on your mind-list of "friends", "others"..
its quite something, to have people like that.
they may not know what you're thinking right now, share all your interests.
they've just been there.
with that being the fact, any absence or change.. i guess..is/would be greatly felt.
i shall look up old photos someday soon.
comfortable atmosphere. everybody just settled into own. realise these people, i've known them for almost all my life(so far).
so used to each other that we forget each other,
like how you forget your family members, unconsciously you leave them out on your mind-list of "friends", "others"..
its quite something, to have people like that.
they may not know what you're thinking right now, share all your interests.
they've just been there.
with that being the fact, any absence or change.. i guess..is/would be greatly felt.
i shall look up old photos someday soon.






















