feeling..static today. i mean, more than i am normally.
like stuck in the after-feeling of waking up from a dream.
very sunk, sunk
somewhere between the world i left behind in my dream and the world which i wake up to.
and what i feel is then ..

missing some place or something, that i can't be satiated in the present where i am.


莊子齊物論:莊周梦胡蝶

昔者庄周梦为胡蝶，栩栩然胡蝶也。
自喻适志与！不知周也。俄然觉，则蘧蘧然周也。
不知周之梦为胡蝶与？胡蝶之梦为周与？周与胡蝶则必有分矣。
此之谓物化。


Chuang-Tzu once dreamed he was a butterfly. When he awoke, he no longer knew if he was a butterfly dreaming he was a man, or a man who had dreamed he was a butterfly.